4th of FEBRUARY.

Heyy.

All the pictures are dedicated to Afiq and AFIQ ONLY!

Cause he was the only one who makes me happy when i'm down.

Just went to school just now.

Its been a month I've been in SKTM.

Ugghh life sucks here.

Maybe I'm just homesick.You know? Maybe I just want my old life back. I've been pretty down and upset these days. I can never focus in school, I kind of feel blur in class, and for now, I'm just the loner who nobody sits with in class. And all I ever think of is my old school, my friends back there, Primary 6, and my hometown. :( Part of me wants to say in KL because of a very very good person who has made me merrier, but the other part of me wants to go back and enjoy the life I loved. Now, I'm not in the mood to joke around, instead, I need someone to lighten me up. But guess what? The ONLY person who lightens me up is my boyfriend. He's always been there for me. Not like my other friends. They look down on me. Just because I'm Sarawakian. Dear all the West Malaysians, you've never been to Sarawak before, and you want to look down on us?!?! We have fresh air to breathe, more peace, less traffic jams and patient drivers. What about ketinggalan zaman? Heck no. We have cities too, like Kuching and Miri, and most Sarawakians live in cities and proper houses, not jungles and villages. AND we have shopping malls! Come on, that was last time. Those are only for the true native people ma. Are you happy now, that I told you guys about the real Sarawak? AND YOU KNOW WHAT? Our state's the biggest in Malaysia! HAH. So you still dare to lawan me? Come la. UHH SO SICK OF IT.

DAYUMM.

Kbye.

Enough of this

Xoxo Hil