The moment I saw you, walk through those double doors, I felt a strong connection, from my heart to yours.

It was as if time had stopped, when my eyes came upon you. Everything but you and I stood still, and our relationship had become anew.

I've never felt the way I did, when you came into my sight. I've never looked at you the way I had, on that love-stricken night.

So many thoughts and feelings, ran through my mind. While I frantically searched for a way, to overcome that nervous time.

Sweat built on my hands, and also on my face. My heart was beating faster, than its ordinary pace.

Butterflies flew in my stomach, excitement circulated through my veins. Ecstatic yet so shy on that night, my love for you stood and still remains.

The best day of my life, so far as I've been living. You've no idea of what I've received from you, and to this day you keep on giving.

You're by far the most wonderful boyl I've ever met. Too many qualities and great things about you to name. I hope we stay together forever, because life without you would never be the same.

4th of FEBRUARY.

Heyy.

All the pictures are dedicated to Afiq and AFIQ ONLY!

Cause he was the only one who makes me happy when i'm down.

Just went to school just now.

Its been a month I've been in SKTM.

Ugghh life sucks here.

Maybe I'm just homesick.You know? Maybe I just want my old life back. I've been pretty down and upset these days. I can never focus in school, I kind of feel blur in class, and for now, I'm just the loner who nobody sits with in class. And all I ever think of is my old school, my friends back there, Primary 6, and my hometown. :( Part of me wants to say in KL because of a very very good person who has made me merrier, but the other part of me wants to go back and enjoy the life I loved. Now, I'm not in the mood to joke around, instead, I need someone to lighten me up. But guess what? The ONLY person who lightens me up is my boyfriend. He's always been there for me. Not like my other friends. They look down on me. Just because I'm Sarawakian. Dear all the West Malaysians, you've never been to Sarawak before, and you want to look down on us?!?! We have fresh air to breathe, more peace, less traffic jams and patient drivers. What about ketinggalan zaman? Heck no. We have cities too, like Kuching and Miri, and most Sarawakians live in cities and proper houses, not jungles and villages. AND we have shopping malls! Come on, that was last time. Those are only for the true native people ma. Are you happy now, that I told you guys about the real Sarawak? AND YOU KNOW WHAT? Our state's the biggest in Malaysia! HAH. So you still dare to lawan me? Come la. UHH SO SICK OF IT.

DAYUMM.

Kbye.

Enough of this

Xoxo Hil

Words can't express my feelings for you, afiq :)

Heyyy.


Can you read it? :)

So I finally got a boyfie.Name? Oh sorry, I can't tell! :P Find out YOURSELF. HAHA me so mean huh. But I'm never mean to him xD He's soooo cute, handsome and hot. So I met on the 1st day of school, 4th January 2012. At first I thought he was just another ordinary boy, but when i got to know him I realized that he WASN'T like all the other boys, he was MUCH more! He's a librarian. So he wears a green uniform. He's not like the other boys at my school, they're very very naughty. He's so CUTE when he laughs. My friends thinks he laughs like a duck. COME ON. Other people have feelings to you know? Apa la == Hmm, I met him on the first day of school. Then he became my boyfie on the 1st of February. So we started hanging out during waktu rehat. YEAH. I know, it's not the right time to get a boyfriend during the UPSR year! Dont tell me what to do. Ok? :O HAHAH. After the real school period finish, we have additional classes. So for the WHOLE primary 6 in my school skipped the 1st 1hour and 3omin of additional classes. YOU KNOW WHY? No, you don't know. :) HAHA its because some guy went to our school had this talk. a very FUNNY one. and guess what, during the whole time, i was sitting next to him. perfect. and he purposely did that. omy. its raining so heavily. Nooo, we never held each other hands yet. never kiss yet, planning to before UPSR and after UPSR. some of my frineds have had boyfriends since primary 1. AND THEY KISSED. == ugghh watever. he's the last thing i dream about at night, the ONLY person i dream about and the FIRST person i think about when i wake up. i love my boyfie very much. today during PJ (PE) class, he kept on supporting me when we played basketball. ohhh. how sweet kan? <3 he wanted to say "Come on, Hilda, you can do it!" I could here him saying that cause he was just at the back of me. he purposely did that. so sweet kan? thats why i love him. ;) and GUESS WHAT. those stupid people making SO much noise was interrupting him when he wanted to say that. so he was like "SHHH!" and finally he said, " come on, :) you can do it Hilda. you cann! " ohhh, how SWEET. he asked the WHOLE class and INCLUDING the teacher to shut their fucking mouths up just to say that for me. thanks honey. planning to kiss him on Valentines' Day. x) don't know if can or not. :( i hope can lah. he's really sweet kan? and before PJ, his nose was bleeding. ohh poor thing :( i did not want to help him because im new here so i dont want other ppl to know we're in a relationship. wise huh? x) well, the whole class doesn't know about our relationship because we wanted to keep it a secret. i'll love him for a thousand years. :) i love you afiq. i know im all crazy about him. so? he's mine bah. and i'm his already. ouh yeah. ♥