Saturday-ay-ay.

It's 9:36pm and I'm feeling kinda bored. I'm actually supposed to go for piano lessons but my teacher is outstation. Yesterday I already went for replacement classes. Woww, no piano lessons and no choir practice. What a boring Saturday!

Argh, i hate being sick. -.- I keep on coughing. DANG ! :(( And sneezing too. :D Piano exams are coming in November. I'm still having problems with my pieces, exercises and scales! Sighhhhh, life is hard eh? I'm Grade 3, ya lah ya lah, tease

me if you want...only Grade 3 -.-I admit it la, I'm very noob at playing piano. My theory also, very noob de. WHATEVERRR! :D

Anyways, after my siblings finished their piano class, I went for breakfast at...I FORGOT. -.- Oh ya, I ate at Bintang Megamall. I went to eat sushi,

long time haven't eat sushi. :D Great decision. Smart hor? xD PRASAN ! Ate at Sushi King there. I couldn't finish my sushi so, my sister helped me to. After breakfast, I went to go shopping for bags. And I bought a DOMO bag. :) My sisters bought Angry Birds bag. :PP My brother went to Toys World to buy his "JAPANESE/KOREAN" toy - Beyblade. Lol I saw my tennis friend.

My DOMO bag! :D

Then afterward, I went to Parkson. But I didn't buy anything la...waste my money only! :O And then my mom went to Speedy to buy her korean dramas. She LOVES watching korean dramas. And guess what...I saw my friend again. :PP I saw a few people I know. Its like Bintang Megamall is a hot spot in Miri.

Thennnnnn, went back home. I watched Giuliana and Bill on E!. And and, after that, I went to my other house next to the Airport. Quite boring thereee ._. After that I went to eat dinner with my family at seahorse which is located in Krokop. The food there is not really good..and the service not really good also. I fell alseep there. :D

-Okay byeee that's all!-

Sick ._.

So, today i woke up. Lol, random. >< And, I had sore throat, it sucks to the max! I just wanna cut my throat. /.\ Anyway, today at school, it was so boring. I played UNO cards with my friends. I admit it la, I'm not that pro at playing UNO.

Haha, well, i have nothing to blog about....hmmm. Oh ya! Today after school, I went to eat outside. I ate at Fratini's Restaurant...the pizza place :D And guess what? I fell asleep. -.- Haha, awkwardd. Anyway, the food there is nice! The drinks there are also nice...the tropical iced tea :D I recommend you to try it there :)

Arghhhhh! I hate having sore throat. It sucks. Lol, I said that already. I really hate it. Good thing I don't have my period now. :D Susah susah aja. The days before I feel a sticky stuff like a yellow stuff coming out and I know it is coming. Then I can either go to the toilet and notice blood on the paper or wake up and have pants full of blood. It is bloody messy. Blood stains rarely come out of your undies and you feel all messy. You need a pad and a tampon and you can get very itchy and smelly and if you itch, your finger nails go black and people can tell. It is also very hard to sleep sometimes, you get terrible cramps, dizzy and crave chocolate. When it is over, you are so relieved.

SORRY BOYS ! :P You don't know what I'm talking about. :]
-ThatsallfornowXD-

Kmk sayang ktk. ♥

Kmk sayang ktk. Kmk cemburu. Sebab di hati kmk cuma ada ktk sorang jak.

Ktk happy kah dengan hidup ktk knk tok? Happy kah? Ktk bahagia ngan nya tapi pernah sik fikir sal kmk? Wlau sekali..kmk menderita sebab rindu ktk. Kmk sayang ktk. Bena, kmk sik bulak.

Did you ever think of me? Did you ever call my name? Did you ever miss me like I missed you? I HATE pretending like I'm okay, but deep inside, I feel the emptiness.

Kadang-kadang selalu juwak kmk tfkr knak kmk slalu ingat ktk jak? Maka banyak gik laki lain. Kumbang bukan seekor...tapi di hati kmk, cuma ada ktk.

Kmk nangis nangga ktk ngan orang lain. Kmk senyum depan ktk...tapi belakang ktk, kmk sedih. Kmk happy depan ktk tapi di belakang ktk, kmk sedih. Kmk sayang ktk. Kmk sik dapat nangga ktk ngan pmpn lain sebab dalam hati kmk, ada ktk jak.

After all this time, thinking of you makes my heart beat fast. Missing you each day makes me love you more.

♥

New gift for meh!

Hey people. I got good grades for my exams. YAYY! Lol not trying to be perasan or whatsoever. My KT got B. -.- All the other subjects are A! :D Soooo, my dad said he was gonna get something for me. I couldn't decide on what to choose.

iPad?


Samsung galaxy S2?Apple Macbook Air?Canon 600D?Apple iPhone 4?

Apple Macbook Pro ?




I wan all of them. I can't choose :P I'm so greedyyyyy.

Okay toodles!
-That's all♥-

LEFT OUT.

It's 7pm here and I'm so bored right now! :( I think I would rather be in school right now with my friends but I bet that wouldn't help much too because I'm always being left out! I hate being left out from their conversations. I guess I'm just not that good enough for them. All I want is not to be left out. I often feel so lonely and sad. Sometime I just feel like want to hide away from this world. It's amazing that no matter how included I am, I feel like I'm always being left out. It's fucking annoying being left out. I strongly dislike the feeling of being left out; especially by somebody I consider a good friend. Well Katy Perry, I may be a firework, but I am one that is damp from being left out in a leaky shed.

The worst thing about being left out is knowing you weren't even a simple thought in any of their minds...sad. Well, I'm going to make people come to me instead of me coming to them. Honestly, I'm done feeling scared of being left out. So be it. Every time my friends made plans or talk I would always be left out just like this person here -or this yellow ducky here.

Okay dokay. That's all for now. :)

Sunday sunday:)

Woke up at 6am. Showered straight away. Went to church. YIKES ! WAS TOO HAPPY. I saw mr.ahem-ahem. yerr. He's so HOT ! :O I kept on thinking about him. ♥ Couldn't concentrate...sigh. I feel so pity for him. He's quite short compared to the other altar servers. Oh ya, did I mention that he's an altar server? Lol I didn't. HE'S AN ALTAR SERVERRRRRRRRRR ! XD

I did such a CRAZEYH thing at sunday school. I shouted someone's nickname so loud -.- damn badass. xD Ya, and that someone looked back and i think he err, smiled back? So cute bah his baby face >< KIUT ! ♥ Fuyoh. Crazy ady. SOT !

So when we wanted to go home, i was at the back of him lah. We were both walking towards our car. I think he didn't realize that I was at the back of him. Or...maybe he did? Dk. So..my car was right infront of his. But I belum enter my car yet. :P So his car went already :'( Sad

Well, at least i had a great and a crazy day today. Have a blessed Sunday y'all !

-XOXO- ♥

Normal Day.

Today woke up at 5:50am. LATE. Normally I wake up at 5:30am. Sleep early, wake up early. Good bah hor? XD After shower, didn't get to go online. I normally go online in the morning. At school, I was the first one to arrive in my class. Got bored. Finally my came. YAYY ! XD Then we have field trip. We're not supposed to bring our bags but we did. Principal inform late bah. For the field trip, we went to the silkworm factory. Lol thought we were going to see worms but we didnt. -.- Some of my friends were already scared on our way to the factory.

-SKIP-

SO HAPPYYY! My friends made me a new nickname. My previous one was...the worst nickname. -.-

-SKIP-

After school, went to my friend's crib. Had fun eh. My friend kept wanting to take pictures of me. Then post on Facebook. Too bad, already delete. HAHA XD

Kay. -Thats all- :)

I want to....you.

I want to hug you. I want to kiss you. I want to hold your hand. I want to cuddle you late at night. I want to watch stupid movies with you. I want to have a pillow fight. I want to send you random and stupid texts. I want to play with you. I want to laugh with you until I can no longer breathe. I want to go anywhere and have discussions just about nothing. I want to dance with you. I want to make you smile. I want to make you smile at random times because I'm on your mind. I want to be yours FOREVER. I want you to know that I love you.

I love you. Will you love me back?

Sincerely, me. Hehe. ♥

GIRL LANGUAGE

GIRLS LANGUAGE:

• When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
  
• When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you, grab her and don`t let go.
• When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough, kiss her and tell her you love her.
• When she`s quiet, ask her what`s wrong.
• When she ignores you,give her your attention.
• When she pulls away, pull her back.
• When you see her at her worst, tell her she`s beautiful.
• When you see her start crying, just hold her and don`t say a word.
• When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
• When she`s scared, protect her and make her feel safe with you.
• When she steals your favorite hoodie, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
• When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
• When she does not answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
• When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up.
• When she says that she loves you, she really does more than you can understand.
• When she grabs at your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
• When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
• When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
• When she looks at you in your eyes, don`t look away until she does.
• When she says it`s over, she still wants you to be hers.

Exam finish. YAYY♥

Yay. I'm so happy. Exam finish already. HECK YEAHH ! So happy. Finally, the two stressful weeks are dead and gone. So...I have NO IDEA about wad to post about. Shizz? Crap? Rubbish? Watev. Lolz. So today was my science exam. TBH, i SUCK at science. Its one of my weakest subjects. Well, first is my local studies. more like history and geography mixed together. oh well, like i care. pfft. -.- I really have nothing to post about. Sighh. I wonder what I'll do tomorrow at school...exams finish already. Hope I have fun. That's all I want. Lol XD Girls just wanna have fun right ? True bahh. :)

Lol, I wanna know how to make my blog look better. I've done my best to make it look better already. I had to choose from a lot of backgrounds that I like..but I found the best XD Here here :D

Exam week ._.

First things first. I know I have a bad attitude. Sorry ya. I'm rude to people I dislike. Seems like bad things has been my only friend. Nvm.... I will break these chains that bind me. Happiness will find me. Leave the past behind me. I wondered if I'd ever heal again. /.\ Sigh....just like all the seasons, they never stay the same. All around me...I can feel a change ! A whole new world is waiting. It's MINE for the taking. I know I can make it. Today, a whole new life begins. That's because you can't rewind time...right?

Yesterday has come and gone and I've learn how to leave it where it is....and i see that i was wrong. Life's to short to have regrets. So I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget. I only have one life to live, so you better make the best of it. Talking about yesterday....I didn't see Mr. Ahem-ahem at church. I was so sad. BUT, I saw him at sunday school. Aww, he's so hot. ♥ So cute. So handsome. ALL IN ONE. Yesterday, my Mr. Ahem-ahem wore red clothes. I ALSO WORE RED clothes. Matching aye?

Someone told me that he likes me back. Wonder if its true or not. /.\ So confused right now, wanna ask you but too xia soi. Haha xD Where do I begin? Or...should I tell you how bad I need you now? Normally I try to run. And I might even wanna hide. Because...I never knew what I wanted...UNTIL I looked into your eyes. If I was yours for one time, please...don't let me go. ♥ I hope it's true..love me, love me not?

Oh nooo. Exam tomorrow. Sigh..I belum study yet. Still online. Haha xD It's my thing. Okaybyeee. TOODLES ! ♥

-That's all for today-

You Again♥

Hello ! ♥ Long time hvn update lw. :P FINALLY. YAY. Gonna receive my Holy Communion soon^^. Happy like what. -.- Haha xD Why ah? Why everytime I think of you? It's like you're the only one in my mind. Lol emo emo. Haiz, guess that's why my blog title's just for you ! Only you baby. ♥ Anyway, yesterday, I saw my Mr. Ahem-ahem xD ♥ MYEYESWEREMELTING. MYHEARTWASBEATINGSOFAST. Why you hv to be so hot? I tried covering my face. But I didn't because it's not worth it. Boys don't like shy girls don't they?!? Haha xD Ooo. Something bad happened today but I'm over it. :P

Stupid lah my sis. == Go use other ppl acc. YOU HAVE YOUR OWN ACCOUNT. DON'T YOU?!? MAKE FULL USE OF IT LAH! Treat it like it's rubbish..== 凸 FCK. Cibaii. /.\ m|m

Anywayzzzz, today, my stomach so painful eh. m|m Until now still painful. HAIIII ! AT sunday school my friend pluck my hair. SO THE PAINFUL. Die lah. == Lol we were so crazy. Sleeping on each other. Teasing. Yeapp. ♥

Someday you'll forget me. My name. My voice and who I am to you. ♥ But, even if you forget me, I just want you to know that I will never ever forget how much you mean to me. Remember that baby. ♥

Stages of falling in love

1. You will read his/her message over and over again.

2. You will walk really slow while you are with him/her.

3. While thinking about him/her, your heart beats faster.

4. By listening to his/her voice, you will smile for no reason.

5. You will feel shy whenever you are with him/her.

6. While looking at him/her, you cannot see the other people around you.

7. You will start listening to slow songs.

8. He/She becomes all you think about.

9. You will get high just by his/her smell.

10. You will realize that you are always smiling to yourself when you think about him or her.

11. You will do anything for him/her.

12. While reading this, there was one person in your mind in the whole time.

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Kawan-kawanku.

My smarty :D Friendly, pretty, popular. Yeap, that's her, Britney.
A girl...I used to call kangaroo and mushroom. I lurp teasing herr. ♥ Mei Ru is her name.
Haha. My two leng lui/s. xD - Ingrid and Germaine.

True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost. Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born. My friends are my estate. A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out. A friend is one who walks in when others walk out. A friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be anywhere else. Actually, I still have more friends but I can't upload. ERROR! xD